Catelynn Baltierra and her husband Tyler are some of the most well-loved 'Teen Mom OG's. They're currently raising two daughters, but (as anyone who saw '16 and Pregnant' knows) the pair had another baby girl they gave up for adoption when they were both teenagers.

Now they'll only watch their episode of '16 and Pregnant' on one special condition.

It's Been 11 Years, And They Still Haven't Seen It

Catelynn's part of '16 and Pregnant' aired way back in 2009. As she told Celeb Magazine this week, she hasn't been able to rewatch one of the hardest times of her life.

"While we remain forever grateful to Brandon and Teresa for stepping up to the plate to give Carly the life we couldn’t back then - not to mention being amazing parents to her - it still is a hard thing to relive," she explained.

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She said they often wonder how it would be if they kept Carly "along for the ride" with their other two children.

Tyler Baltierra and Catelynn Lowell daughters Veda and Novalee
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"There is always a sense of wonder...it gnaws at both of us," Catelynn shared. "No matter how you look at it, and we look back knowing we made the right decision at that time, it’s still a difficult thing to deal with."

They Want to Watch with Carly

In an IG post on the topic, Catelynn described one way she can see herself finally watching the show.

"One day I know I will be sitting next to Carly watching it and talking with her about our story," she told her followers. Aw.

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